My thoughts are all broken now, the only thing that runs though my mind are sick twisted images of a women that I know. She was a monster

I entered a world so lost in reality it doesn't make sense to the sharp human eye.  At birth we learn that what were born into is real by

Don't know how i ended up here, this place, this world, it should not even exist. This place should not be here! But yet am standing here

I haven't slept for sometime, am so tired, but the thought of going to sleep scares me. It gives chills to my body even thinking of trying